I am Free

‘Do you know the feeling you get when there are so many unknowns in your life? It feels as if you were hanging somewhere between the earth and the sky. As if you cannot decide which direction you should go. Up to the sky? Down to the earth? To the left? To the right?’

‘What is going on?’

‘I am there now, you know. I always thought I knew what I wanted to do. I always thought I controlled things around me. Now I am not so sure anymore.’

‘Do you want to specify a bit?’

‘I am hanging in that place and feel suffocated.  This is not because there is not enough air around here. I see other creatures doing just fine. But something is choking me.’

‘What are you trying to tell me?’

‘Have you ever felt like this before?’

‘I don’t know. I am not a very emotionally deep person.’

‘What is life without emotions?’

‘Never pondered about that either.’

‘Have you ever lived?’

‘Have you? Do you think you can live by trying to control everything? That is not life. That is not freedom. That is prison. I want to be free. I am free.’