Was he as grumpy when he was a baby, he wondered. Now, he was complaining about everything and he did not like that at all. He wanted to be happy. He wanted to be like his friend Jim. Jim seemed to be enjoying his life. You would expect the opposite, actually. He was richer. His family was more concerned about him. Jim was not so rich. No. Jim was not rich at all. Jim’s family also had problems, he was hearing. Oh, and he had more friends than Jim. Then how come Jim was so happy and he was not.
Was there a single time in his life when he was actually happy. He could not remember any. That is why he wanted to go as far back as possible. Maybe he was a happy baby. He called his mom.
His mom told what he expected to hear. Yes, he was happy at least at some point in his life. He was a happy baby, always smiling and laughing. He wondered when he had started becoming unhappy. But he did not want to ask his mom that. His mom did not know he was unhappy now.
Now, he was wondering if he could become like how he was when he was a baby. Could he become this happy again? He started doing some search. The first results seemed promising. This website said something about gratefulness. Maybe he could start his research from there.